Sometimes, I wonder if pushing your self too hard will make it happen?!?
At some point, I think it will…that is why I am so pushing myself to the limits.
I must admit that I never was this serious and focused about something. I am so diligent with my studies and schedules and all. I am not like this when I was in lawschool. It’s is so ironic, I know. But I think when you want something so much, you’ll do anything to get it. Well of course, always with Allah’s will and grace.
Officially, it’s SIXTY (60) days to go before the Bar. I feel numb for a second.
I am so waiting for this moment that I’ve imagine every step I’ll take in entering La Salle. Yes, I am excited more than nervous. I can’t wait to write things I have learned and to wait for "the long wait" and to see people I love to be happy and proud of me when the good news breaks. Don’t get me wrong here, I’m not assuming or predicting the future, I am just being positive about this thing . The last thing I need now is to believe that I can’t do it. Because I know Allah will help me make my family happy, Inshallah.
Well… I have to go to do errands again..I mean I have to go back to my books where I rightfully belongs.
Include in your dua’s and prayers.
Allah bless!
